Learning...

Oh its been a crazy week and I've been going thru some personal issues. But I'm
glad to share that I had a great support system I myself was surprised with!
Yet, here I am and Happy to be getting thru it bit by bit.
I'm learning to accept myself for a lot of things I didn't even know I could.
I became very umm.. sadly insecure with myself. Doubted that I was anything. I hope its understandable since I don't feel like sharing details.
A little comes a long way, that's what I'm re-learning. I know as a woman we have emotions that make things a lot harder to deal with but as a woman we're sometimes more understanding. & the wisdom of my mother things became a lot more apparent that moving on alone isn't anything bad and to be scared of.

A new me or just a simply change... if it make any sense.

Its odd to think of myself more and more now that I'm getting older. I'm starting to feel a bit odd. As if I'm clashing with myself. I have become more serious and reserved. Ever since I really remember that isn't too odd. All it is that I kind of miss this persona that I was much nicer and patient with others. I hate to be bitter. I should start focusing on more productive things. Like my pillow cases. =] I keep putting them off.